Without wanting to fight

First of all, I'd like to thank you warmly for this extraordinary evening, which I think I'll remember for a very long time. 

I felt things I'd never imagined I'd ever feel, and in those two hours I really felt as if I were entirely yours, unable to fight and, above all, unwilling to fight. At first I was afraid, although I trusted you, I was mostly afraid of not being up to the task. 

I loved the constraint, the idea that it was impossible for me to escape, the blindfold, the gag... I loved your tenderness, your kindness, your cruelty... 

When you pulled out the pliers I was scared, I must admit, I wasn't expecting it at all, but it was an interesting discovery, and I'll say it again but you have my full confidence, exactly as with roulette (electricity scares me but intrigues me at the same time), I think these are instruments that are very much in the foreground in various BDSM content and so we can quickly get the wrong idea. I'm not going to lie, the clamps hurt, and I don't enjoy being in pain, but I still really enjoyed this moment because the pain was perfectly measured, as was your playful look and your little remarks, always well placed. 

I liked the constraint, the control you had over me, over the situation, and I especially liked your smile, I had the impression that you enjoyed this moment with me, which caused me great excitement, as well as your perfect mastery of every gesture, every situation...

As for the orgasm you gave me, I'll be eternally grateful, I'd never felt like that, never, between the position, the teasing for long minutes, the toy inside me... A unique moment, as soon as I close my eyes I'm in that position, I can still feel the vibrations in the tips of my toes... 

I could write a hundred more lines about this evening, but I'll try to sit down this weekend and think about it. This first experience has made me want to discover new things, new sensations! 

Your Boudoir is almost as beautiful as your piercing blue eyes.

Testimony of little P.