Where by email, I reveal a lot of my approach to BDSM, of the necessary humanity that composes it and of my ethics vis-à-vis those I receive in session.
Hello X,
I understand very well what you say about our last session and do not doubt it, it is with pleasure that I will receive you again. Since you ask me, Seeing us close does not seem to me a problem in itself. It could be one if you feel “désaligné” or in a desire to “always more” which would be of the order of addiction.
The difference is sometimes tenuous between the momentum of discovery, positive and exhilarating, and the haunting desire that keeps spinning. For having lived both myself, with all the bridges that go from one to the other because we are not beings in one piece, I manage to distinguish it from the quality of sensation that I feel.
Am i clear ? I hope, without being sure.
The fact is, in any case, that there are several ways to reply to your email. As I don't know which would be the best, I'll take whatever comes to me.
During my long BDSM experience, it happened to me several times to live, in a private capacity as a professional of the experiences that have overwhelmed me, stirred, open new perspectives, exciting and sometimes dangerous, put on the ground or in the sky – or both at the same time.
or not at all,
or more with the person who introduced them to me,
was unbearable to me – knowing well, basically, that it is often the immense gifts that become the worst torments, because torments and delights are quite close in my oddly wired brain.
You would have understood it : moderation and I are not the most natural friends in the world, even though we had to tame each other to walk together.
– elsewhere in our usual space markers, of time, certainties and beliefs.
– Elsewhere with a partner ; I have seen images that did not belong to me, hear specific phrases or words during the session… maybe it was my imagination, maybe not, nonetheless it is disturbing.
– Elsewhere in the levels of consciousness : for me what happens during certain sessions is sacred, of transcendence, even mystical.
– Elsewhere in ourselves, as if an experience were reactivating and making partially buried parts of ourselves touch each other. It is an honor to have been able to open doors for you, even if they are not the simplest.
I also approve of your idea of letting time pass, a breather time, of three, from “deposit” quiet and back to some form of normality, maybe fluffy but, I believe him, as necessary as sweet. The last thing I would want, as a human being or Mistress (and Mistresses can be human, so human), would be to mess up your life.
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