Erotic talismans

The days follow each other and are not alike, nor certainly on weekends !

Unfortunately, I already feel so far from this perfect moment spent in your boudoir loaded with symbols and promises., prisoner of your gentle gaze and your perverse hands.

I was so free so enslaved, reduced to violent or powerful sensations, they vibrate and meow, following your initiatory journey, both actor/voyeur of my own torment and of you Madame…

I was just a butterfly attracted to your light, quartered under your sharp heel – yes I could live at your feet, in the shadow of your nylon legs, spying on the attachment of a suspender and the whiteness of a sheen of flesh under your straight skirt, and maybe a smile up there !

I realize it's impossible to describe this moment. I had imagined it, so idle, waiting to meet you, and scribbled pages and pages of this moment, like a pleasant daydream, reassurance before diving into the unknown. Luckily nothing went as planned, and from that moment when you asked me to take a step back, I knew I could surrender to your story and let you shape this timeless time as you pleased.

I had never even dreamed of such a beautiful beginning, me who was fascinated to discover what is hidden under women's skirts, fascinated by their erotic talismans, patent leather pumps, nylon stockings, garter belt, their panties nestled in the hollow of the most tender flesh, and shapely and soft legs. How to describe my joy to be at your feet, naked and caged, symbolic eunuch /…/.

Time has stopped, when on my knees or on all fours I was your toy, determined to endure everything out of pride, by love, par admiration, by necessity… Thank you Madam for being so attentive and conciliatory., to have been able to see my limits without having to say “Rouge”, for letting me catch my breath and then pushing me further, guide me to this paroxysm where I lose my feet and I fly away under your leather tongue towards my primitive firmament.
Like in a ring, round after round, the heat rises, bodies sweat, moist and smelly – in a fog I see you dropping your skirt, your blouse, to be enthroned in the proud Amazon, to crush me under your thighs or your knees, your mouth a few centimeters from me and your eyes that twist my brain, smile, giffle, sputum, everything is a reward for me, even when you choke me sitting on my reddened chest. When your hands close over my mouth and sink me into ultimate sweet surrender, when I stop struggling and slip into this dark dream, in your arms, in your world…

There are all its details which are not details, this scarf carelessly thrown over my face which deprives me of the spectacle and prevents me from breathing – this infernal electric machine which strangles my poor cock and crushes it fleetingly, unable to get hard or cum, prisoner of an out of reach desire – the infernal roulette that endlessly travels the expanse of my skin, bends and straights, detour on already tormented nipples – immobilization, the impacts, screams, laughs, the growls – and your dildo, and your hand, your breath on my neck when you fuck me, having you between my thighs without being able to hug you, and this thing that comes to life in me, to the most intimate, that I hope I can tame, I just don't, he's such an unpredictable beast, that eats me up inside, sensations that overflow and drown my consciousness until they fill the whole horizon and make me cry out for mercy.
Everything is there inscribed in my flesh, without any logic except that of your will and my submission, that this desire to offer me a perfect moment…

Thank you, thank you, thank you Madam – you are a goddess of love, this deep mystery that shakes souls and bodies.

Back to reality – finally where is the reality ? was very fast. No spleen or painful descent. I almost regret it so much this moment at your feet was magical and joyful.

I don't want to seem to reduce you at this moment – I enjoyed chatting with you so much., this moment suspended before leaving you – to glimpse an immense world through the half-opening of your door.

I hope that I will have the joy of sharing other moments so rich by your side or at your feet., to share your thoughts and desires, to be able to entertain you or simply be useful to you…